mending the broken pieces of life..
Sunday, January 18, 2009
it's one week after Chinese New Year, I'm finally, officially back to slacking since i quitted Starhub. Been busy during the week before new year, with painting and spring cleaning my house. Can be tiring and frustrating at times, but that's what brings in the CNY atmosphere. CNY is as usual, everyone come to my house for gathering, 2nd day go to my grandma's house to meet my paternal distant relatives. On both days, there were only 1 thing my cousins and I are more interested in, and that's gambling. This is the only time we're allow to gamble, without getting scolded by our parents lol.
My school course application is finally done. According to the school, the offer letter is on its way here, and with that, I'll go back to OAL and ask them to help me with the Visa and air ticket. As for enrolment, I need to email my supervisor soon, and confirm with her when I'll be starting my project.
Since the 1st week of CNY, i've been very bored. Went out with Joanna yesterday, last time before she's going back to melbourne. Went Marina Square for lunch and bowling. We bowled 4 games straight, now my legs and arms are aching ._. after bowling we went to walk around, and I got my 1st pair of Levi's jeans -.- and I'm falling in love with it lol :x went to PS after that, met mich and camped at Jubeat machine for at least 30mins -.- had Sakae Teppanyaki for dinner then went back to Jubeat again lol.
left with 1 month+ time to slack, have to enjoy every sec of it ~
11:30 PM
yawns ~ been missing for the past 2months and 6days.. lol.. time for some update..
Left Starhub on 17 Oct, and now it's back to slacking life. actually no, not exactly slacking. apart from going out with friends on random days a few times a week, been busy with school project, application, and also not to forget, helping mum with her annual production -.-
finally settled on looking for a masters project, after 1 month of email-ing with my supervisors. will be working on a project in the Immunology Department. i'm seriously hoping that my supervisors are nice people.. haha it sounds stupid, but i really dont need someone to make my life difficult while i'm there this time round. apparently the fear of mugging myself numb is still lingering. everytime i think of how i spend my time last year, it really give me shudders. just by thinking of going back to through the departure gate again, for the same purpose as my first time, can send tears welling in my eyes.. lol so much for being independent zz.. been trying to think of a way to settle my application form. it requires at least 4 signatures from different people, excluding myself. the 'best' thing is i'm here in singapore, and those people are in melbourne.. though i'm really reluctant to trouble my friend to help me, cus i know it'll be quite hectic and frustrating, but dont think i have a choice :/ tried to ask my supervisor for help, but neither of them is replying my email. Joanna is coming back soon, really praying i can settle it by then. planning to call my supervisor tmr and discuss about it.
pressure have been piling up on me since i came back from aus. the pressure of being the first to get bachelor degree in my family, the inevitable comparison that came from different people, and envy and jealousy i sensed from people close to me. probably i'm just over-sensitive, but i really hate this feeling. the feeling of people staying away from me, avoiding me, or looking at me differently. i just wanna stay as the ignorant and playful kid that i once was. but things will never be the same again. i guess it's just part and parcel of growing up.
festive season is around the corner. with christmas and chinese new year approaching, it's back to baking business. helped mum with her cookies everyday after lunch till late afternoon or evening. usually i will only be the one helping. dad always disappears when we call him, sis need to go school/study for exams, bro need to work/gaming -.- so it's just me and mum, everyday without fail. i like helping cus.. i get to eat LoL :x hopefully we can still be on schedule after the trip to Cameron Highlands. will be leaving on a 4D3N tour to Cameron Highlands. first time going to malaysia with a tour group lol -.- got to find entertainment for the 7hrs bus ride. didnt really plan to go Cameron actually, was kinda last-min thing. no Korea trip this year, as a consolation, we get Cameron Highlands.. lol ._. not too bad, at least we get to leave singapore for awhile :P
finally got PCMS running.. still trying my best to put in some new stuff into it.. at least it can satisfy my coding cravings lol -.- well of cus, that's if i have the time.. ^^!!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
yawns ~ been missing for the past 2months and 6days.. lol.. time for some update..
Left Starhub on 17 Oct, and now it's back to slacking life. actually no, not exactly slacking. apart from going out with friends on random days a few times a week, been busy with school project, application, and also not to forget, helping mum with her annual production -.-
finally settled on looking for a masters project, after 1 month of email-ing with my supervisors. will be working on a project in the Immunology Department. i'm seriously hoping that my supervisors are nice people.. haha it sounds stupid, but i really dont need someone to make my life difficult while i'm there this time round. apparently the fear of mugging myself numb is still lingering. everytime i think of how i spend my time last year, it really give me shudders. just by thinking of going back to through the departure gate again, for the same purpose as my first time, can send tears welling in my eyes.. lol so much for being independent zz.. been trying to think of a way to settle my application form. it requires at least 4 signatures from different people, excluding myself. the 'best' thing is i'm here in singapore, and those people are in melbourne.. though i'm really reluctant to trouble my friend to help me, cus i know it'll be quite hectic and frustrating, but dont think i have a choice :/ tried to ask my supervisor for help, but neither of them is replying my email. Joanna is coming back soon, really praying i can settle it by then. planning to call my supervisor tmr and discuss about it.
pressure have been piling up on me since i came back from aus. the pressure of being the first to get bachelor degree in my family, the inevitable comparison that came from different people, and envy and jealousy i sensed from people close to me. probably i'm just over-sensitive, but i really hate this feeling. the feeling of people staying away from me, avoiding me, or looking at me differently. i just wanna stay as the ignorant and playful kid that i once was. but things will never be the same again. i guess it's just part and parcel of growing up.
festive season is around the corner. with christmas and chinese new year approaching, it's back to baking business. helped mum with her cookies everyday after lunch till late afternoon or evening. usually i will only be the one helping. dad always disappears when we call him, sis need to go school/study for exams, bro need to work/gaming -.- so it's just me and mum, everyday without fail. i like helping cus.. i get to eat LoL :x hopefully we can still be on schedule after the trip to Cameron Highlands. will be leaving on a 4D3N tour to Cameron Highlands. first time going to malaysia with a tour group lol -.- got to find entertainment for the 7hrs bus ride. didnt really plan to go Cameron actually, was kinda last-min thing. no Korea trip this year, as a consolation, we get Cameron Highlands.. lol ._. not too bad, at least we get to leave singapore for awhile :P
finally got PCMS running.. still trying my best to put in some new stuff into it.. at least it can satisfy my coding cravings lol -.- well of cus, that's if i have the time.. ^^!!
2:53 AM
OMG, I'M DEAD..
I'M SO SO SO DEAD!!!
PLEASE DONT TELL ME THERE'S NO RESEARCH COURSES FOR ME NEXT YEAR!!
only 6 masters courses is some what related to what i've studied, but only 2 offered masters courses for 2009!! and none of them are the ones i wanted ~ shyt, i'm freaking out ~ please dont tell me it's true ~ :(
Sunday, October 05, 2008
OMG, I'M DEAD..
I'M SO SO SO DEAD!!!
PLEASE DONT TELL ME THERE'S NO RESEARCH COURSES FOR ME NEXT YEAR!!
only 6 masters courses is some what related to what i've studied, but only 2 offered masters courses for 2009!! and none of them are the ones i wanted ~ shyt, i'm freaking out ~ please dont tell me it's true ~ :(
5:19 PM
weex back again after 3 weeks.. again lol.. my posting interval seems to have changed to 3 weeks apart..
aniwae..Beijing Olympics have just ended on sunday.. didnt really have time to watch it this year, all because of work. only managed to watch it during the weekends and after work during dinner. the next Olympics will be at London.. 2012.. gosh, that means i'm gonna be 25 when i can watch olympics again T_T
it has been a busy weekend last week, been to Selwyn's 21st birthday party on friday and Pei Wen's on saturday night. didnt stayed very long since it's so freaking far from home and i have to travel down there twice consecutively. it was still alright though, meeting up friends and stuff..
yet another mundane week, had some minor work reallocation yesterday, that's to lighten up Mei Yee's piling workload. seriously getting bored with the routine and environment.. the typical office workplace definitely isnt my cup of tea :/
gonna wake up early tml for morning swim again. mum is down with flu 2 days ago, but she'll still be going to the pool tml, playing with the water lol.. unfortunately, i think i've caught her flu somehow. it started yesterday night, with runny nose, but woke up today perfectly fine.. but now, blocked nose + weird voice -_- pray hard it'll be gone by tml morning or at least before i go out >.<
there are things which can happen right before your eyes and yet nothing can be done.. that's what hurt most..
Saturday, August 30, 2008
weex back again after 3 weeks.. again lol.. my posting interval seems to have changed to 3 weeks apart..
aniwae..Beijing Olympics have just ended on sunday.. didnt really have time to watch it this year, all because of work. only managed to watch it during the weekends and after work during dinner. the next Olympics will be at London.. 2012.. gosh, that means i'm gonna be 25 when i can watch olympics again T_T
it has been a busy weekend last week, been to Selwyn's 21st birthday party on friday and Pei Wen's on saturday night. didnt stayed very long since it's so freaking far from home and i have to travel down there twice consecutively. it was still alright though, meeting up friends and stuff..
yet another mundane week, had some minor work reallocation yesterday, that's to lighten up Mei Yee's piling workload. seriously getting bored with the routine and environment.. the typical office workplace definitely isnt my cup of tea :/
gonna wake up early tml for morning swim again. mum is down with flu 2 days ago, but she'll still be going to the pool tml, playing with the water lol.. unfortunately, i think i've caught her flu somehow. it started yesterday night, with runny nose, but woke up today perfectly fine.. but now, blocked nose + weird voice -_- pray hard it'll be gone by tml morning or at least before i go out >.<
there are things which can happen right before your eyes and yet nothing can be done.. that's what hurt most..
2:18 AM
nothing much happened at work, except that patricia and pei wen had left starhub for good :( and pei ni is back :) our temp room will never be the same again with the 2 of them gone >.< but 1 good thing that i foresee is that we'll never gonna receive emails regarding noise level.. lol -_-!! 2 new temps took over their place.. may yee and evelyn.. it's a good thing that they have the same frequency as us :x..
at last pei ni is back!! after taking 1 month leave, she's finally back to work.. so glad that she's back, who wouldnt miss a good-tempered and motherly supervisor like her? :P there has been lesser things to do recently, comparing to the hell-ish days a few months back.. hopefully it can stay like that.. i dont mind lesser though heeheex :P
RawR!! i've just missed one of the movies that i dying to watch!! zz ~ i wanna watch Red Cliff ~ :/ i know the show has been up for almost a month, dont ask why i missed it.. zzz had planned to watch it with my family tml, but just realised that most of the cinema stop screening it by end of tml.. in fact the only one left for tml is at Ang Mo Kio Hub and it's at 3.30pm.. rawr ~ dulans zz
am i too dumb to the extent of trying to keep every promises that i've made when other could just break them as easily as they were made. i'm starting to think that i'm the weird one, one that treats almost everyone so nicely and getting myself disappointed time and again. it's hard to find someone who keep to their words nowadays.. hais, though it's not a grave matter, but it just goes to show how serious some ppl are in making promises.. :/
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
nothing much happened at work, except that patricia and pei wen had left starhub for good :( and pei ni is back :) our temp room will never be the same again with the 2 of them gone >.< but 1 good thing that i foresee is that we'll never gonna receive emails regarding noise level.. lol -_-!! 2 new temps took over their place.. may yee and evelyn.. it's a good thing that they have the same frequency as us :x..
at last pei ni is back!! after taking 1 month leave, she's finally back to work.. so glad that she's back, who wouldnt miss a good-tempered and motherly supervisor like her? :P there has been lesser things to do recently, comparing to the hell-ish days a few months back.. hopefully it can stay like that.. i dont mind lesser though heeheex :P
RawR!! i've just missed one of the movies that i dying to watch!! zz ~ i wanna watch Red Cliff ~ :/ i know the show has been up for almost a month, dont ask why i missed it.. zzz had planned to watch it with my family tml, but just realised that most of the cinema stop screening it by end of tml.. in fact the only one left for tml is at Ang Mo Kio Hub and it's at 3.30pm.. rawr ~ dulans zz
am i too dumb to the extent of trying to keep every promises that i've made when other could just break them as easily as they were made. i'm starting to think that i'm the weird one, one that treats almost everyone so nicely and getting myself disappointed time and again. it's hard to find someone who keep to their words nowadays.. hais, though it's not a grave matter, but it just goes to show how serious some ppl are in making promises.. :/
11:07 PM
was busy last week, no time to blog. not much happened lately, as usual. apart from going out with Tiger 2 times to help her with her work 2 saturdays in a row, and injuring myself by kicking the escalator step with my left toe almost 2 weeks ago, leaving 3 holes in it. dumb or clumsy? yea i know, it's both lol -.-
attended Joanna's 21st birthday party at Royal Plaza @ Scotts last Sunday. Both Lorraine and Joanna flew back from aussie to celebrate their birthdays and taking a break together. got a wallet for Joanna and a handbag for Lorraine. hopefully they like it (: met up with some old friends there, RP friends and RP-Monash friends lol.. met Esther too..she hasnt changed, but she say we did :P aniwae, all of us chatted as we had our dinner. then came Joanna's birthday cake.. it was kinda comical, the way how the waiters bring in the cake haha.. and it's really all guys, i wonder where all the waitresses gone to lol.. saw them lighting the candles on the cake behind the spiral staircase, and they half ran half walk toward the birthday girl, singing the famous Calberg Ad song... Da-da, Da-da, Da da-da Da ~~~~ lol ~!! it was a really funny scene with all the guys running towards her with a cake.. haha ~it's definitely gonna be an unforgettable day for her ((:
met the RP girls again Wednesday for dinner at Pasta de Waraku at Marina Square before they return to aussie to study. chatted again as we had our dinner. it was the 2 of them talking half the time, thanks to their aussie landlord who gave them so much problem over there. so they're renting a new house soon.
they were asking if i wanted to stay with them when i go over next year. it was quite a shock cus i haven really settle down on which project to take, let alone applying for masters. i'm just afraid that what if.. just that small possibility that i cant go over? are they really going to bear the rent till the end of next year? it's too sudden, but still i told them i dont mind if i really go over. they're even excited for me that i'm going to choose a project and applying back to monash soon haha.. it's gonna be hell again lol :/ and this time it's gonna be 10 times worse than last year cus it's project-based and i got a feeling i'm not gonna choose something easy.. not that i wanna choose something difficult, but i feel that it's something i'm more interested in.. something about stem cells if possible.. that's my first choice.. 2nd would be about cancer cells.. hopefully i can get what i want.. hopefully i can graduate with masters >.< how i wish all these worries are unnecessary hais :/
knock off from work super early today :D we were allowed to leave office at 3pm ~ but only left there at 330pm after dilly dally-ing, waiting for each other to be done.. aniwae, the perms had their D&D today, forgot where the venue was, but i sure know what's their theme lol.. it was the topic of the month in the office...Superheroes vs Villians... cool eh? everyone was so excited, even for temps like us lol.. there was Bond and Bond's Girl, Superman.. i even heard about someone going to dress up as Cat Woman when i was in the toilet lol :x it's definitely going to be fun for them ^-^ went back home with Tiger, helped her finish her lab report before she go for her lecture. hopefully i really helped her in her work. i'll be really happy if i did :DD
no movie for me tml :/ but it's ok, cus this means i can slack the whole day tml heeheex :P
Friday, July 18, 2008
was busy last week, no time to blog. not much happened lately, as usual. apart from going out with Tiger 2 times to help her with her work 2 saturdays in a row, and injuring myself by kicking the escalator step with my left toe almost 2 weeks ago, leaving 3 holes in it. dumb or clumsy? yea i know, it's both lol -.-
attended Joanna's 21st birthday party at Royal Plaza @ Scotts last Sunday. Both Lorraine and Joanna flew back from aussie to celebrate their birthdays and taking a break together. got a wallet for Joanna and a handbag for Lorraine. hopefully they like it (: met up with some old friends there, RP friends and RP-Monash friends lol.. met Esther too..she hasnt changed, but she say we did :P aniwae, all of us chatted as we had our dinner. then came Joanna's birthday cake.. it was kinda comical, the way how the waiters bring in the cake haha.. and it's really all guys, i wonder where all the waitresses gone to lol.. saw them lighting the candles on the cake behind the spiral staircase, and they half ran half walk toward the birthday girl, singing the famous Calberg Ad song... Da-da, Da-da, Da da-da Da ~~~~ lol ~!! it was a really funny scene with all the guys running towards her with a cake.. haha ~it's definitely gonna be an unforgettable day for her ((:
met the RP girls again Wednesday for dinner at Pasta de Waraku at Marina Square before they return to aussie to study. chatted again as we had our dinner. it was the 2 of them talking half the time, thanks to their aussie landlord who gave them so much problem over there. so they're renting a new house soon.
they were asking if i wanted to stay with them when i go over next year. it was quite a shock cus i haven really settle down on which project to take, let alone applying for masters. i'm just afraid that what if.. just that small possibility that i cant go over? are they really going to bear the rent till the end of next year? it's too sudden, but still i told them i dont mind if i really go over. they're even excited for me that i'm going to choose a project and applying back to monash soon haha.. it's gonna be hell again lol :/ and this time it's gonna be 10 times worse than last year cus it's project-based and i got a feeling i'm not gonna choose something easy.. not that i wanna choose something difficult, but i feel that it's something i'm more interested in.. something about stem cells if possible.. that's my first choice.. 2nd would be about cancer cells.. hopefully i can get what i want.. hopefully i can graduate with masters >.< how i wish all these worries are unnecessary hais :/
knock off from work super early today :D we were allowed to leave office at 3pm ~ but only left there at 330pm after dilly dally-ing, waiting for each other to be done.. aniwae, the perms had their D&D today, forgot where the venue was, but i sure know what's their theme lol.. it was the topic of the month in the office...Superheroes vs Villians... cool eh? everyone was so excited, even for temps like us lol.. there was Bond and Bond's Girl, Superman.. i even heard about someone going to dress up as Cat Woman when i was in the toilet lol :x it's definitely going to be fun for them ^-^ went back home with Tiger, helped her finish her lab report before she go for her lecture. hopefully i really helped her in her work. i'll be really happy if i did :DD
no movie for me tml :/ but it's ok, cus this means i can slack the whole day tml heeheex :P
11:41 PM
boring day today.. been slacking at home doing practically nothing apart from waiting for lunch and dinner haha ^^!!
some updates for the past few days..
went out on friday with my RP choir seniors. 3 of them didnt change much lol.. went to clarke quay after work, had dinner at fishermen's wharf, chat a little after dinner, then we went to Pitstop, a board game n card games cafe, just like Minds cafe.. it has lots of board games too. when we reach there, there were only 2 groups of ppl, but it's so damn noisy with all the shoutngs and yellings from the excitement. we could only play 3 games in 2 hours, 1 strategy game, 2 card games.. went home after that, together with ming hui and peng li, chatted again the way back home.
attended the family day event yesterday, organized by the management committee of my estate. went downstairs at 6pm to watch some performance before the lucky draw and dinner. i've never won any thing in the lucky draw before, so didnt really carry much hope when i watch the lucky draw take place.. 1st prize was a Sharp Aquos 20 inch LCD TV console.. yea, wondering how i remembered it so clearly? cus it's in my house right at this very moment LOL :OOO ~!!! my family and i were so nervous when the MC announce the number of the final ticket lol ~!! as usual, the numbers are read out number by number very slowly.. 0... 3 (o.o?!).. 9(wth!! yes yes!!).. 6(RAWR!!!!!!! *jump jump jump!!* LOL)... i ran down with the number ticket, hands shaking like crazy lol ~ it was so embarassing man ~ >.> running like a mad woman from the top of the hill to the stage, conveniently told everyone i was from RP, cus of the shirt i was wearing lol -_-!! the tv was so heavy i thought i could drop it any time haha x) aniwae, dad wasnt around during the 2nd half of the lucky draw cus he had a stomachache.. he couldnt believe we won it lol!! actually when the MC read the 3rd number, i was pretty sure we got it, cus mum bought 5 tickets for the 5 of us, and the number started from 0393 to 0397. tat's already 50% chance :P brought the tv home first before we got back down for dinner. packet dinner from some catering company together with delicious satay!! :DDD watch abit of Ratatouille before heading home.. ((: watch Ah Long Pte Ltd with my family before we went to bed..
now that we had this new tv, dad replace it with the one in his room, the old plasma tv becomes a new monitor for my desktop lol -.- believe me it looks very weird and out of place.. >.> but who cares lol.. bigger screen with speakers lolol, i'm sure no one will complain heeheex :DD
lalala ~ dinner time ~ gotta go!! ((:
Sunday, June 29, 2008
boring day today.. been slacking at home doing practically nothing apart from waiting for lunch and dinner haha ^^!!
some updates for the past few days..
went out on friday with my RP choir seniors. 3 of them didnt change much lol.. went to clarke quay after work, had dinner at fishermen's wharf, chat a little after dinner, then we went to Pitstop, a board game n card games cafe, just like Minds cafe.. it has lots of board games too. when we reach there, there were only 2 groups of ppl, but it's so damn noisy with all the shoutngs and yellings from the excitement. we could only play 3 games in 2 hours, 1 strategy game, 2 card games.. went home after that, together with ming hui and peng li, chatted again the way back home.
attended the family day event yesterday, organized by the management committee of my estate. went downstairs at 6pm to watch some performance before the lucky draw and dinner. i've never won any thing in the lucky draw before, so didnt really carry much hope when i watch the lucky draw take place.. 1st prize was a Sharp Aquos 20 inch LCD TV console.. yea, wondering how i remembered it so clearly? cus it's in my house right at this very moment LOL :OOO ~!!! my family and i were so nervous when the MC announce the number of the final ticket lol ~!! as usual, the numbers are read out number by number very slowly.. 0... 3 (o.o?!).. 9(wth!! yes yes!!).. 6(RAWR!!!!!!! *jump jump jump!!* LOL)... i ran down with the number ticket, hands shaking like crazy lol ~ it was so embarassing man ~ >.> running like a mad woman from the top of the hill to the stage, conveniently told everyone i was from RP, cus of the shirt i was wearing lol -_-!! the tv was so heavy i thought i could drop it any time haha x) aniwae, dad wasnt around during the 2nd half of the lucky draw cus he had a stomachache.. he couldnt believe we won it lol!! actually when the MC read the 3rd number, i was pretty sure we got it, cus mum bought 5 tickets for the 5 of us, and the number started from 0393 to 0397. tat's already 50% chance :P brought the tv home first before we got back down for dinner. packet dinner from some catering company together with delicious satay!! :DDD watch abit of Ratatouille before heading home.. ((: watch Ah Long Pte Ltd with my family before we went to bed..
now that we had this new tv, dad replace it with the one in his room, the old plasma tv becomes a new monitor for my desktop lol -.- believe me it looks very weird and out of place.. >.> but who cares lol.. bigger screen with speakers lolol, i'm sure no one will complain heeheex :DD
lalala ~ dinner time ~ gotta go!! ((:
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